The only count I've kept track of is is the amount of friend, family, and commrads that I,v watched fall around me. No other count has ever been so influentil in my actions. The estamate I can recall is that I've dispactched enough to make me go numb from it all... at least 53. Oh... wait I do have another count that I keep track of almost as well as the loss'. It's the count of how many people that have turned their back on the rest of our race and only take never give. I don't really know how to explain it more dramatically.
If you want to know the other number you'll have to earn more of my trust.