I don't like to get to personal. I guess when it comes down to it I'm just like everybody else these days. Scared and alone. A shell of the person I used to be when I was a "civilized" human being. Doing things I don't want to talk about just to survive, sometimes at the expense of others. But it's not about being a hero. It's about staying alive. Unfortunately that is what the world has become. It's gone down and we've all been dragged down with it. So that's who I am.