september 8th, 2008 1:15a.m.
Everyday I wake up and wonder, will this be the day?
Everyday as I wander, I wonder, will this be the day?
Every night as I lie awake listening, I wonder, will it be tonight
Every night just before I finally drift off to sleep I hope, this won’t be my last dream.
When I’m dreaming, I wonder if this is real.
The sun, the warmth, the normalcy.
I awoke to the sound of screaming….
Someone’s caught outside tonight; scared I walk to the window
What were they doing? Why were they out in the middle of the night?
Then I saw the reason. It was a mothers screams for her little child as she was being eaten by it.
Sadly I slumped down against the wall. There’s nothing I could do for her now. It was too late.
Then I became so infused with anger I could hardly believe it. What the fuck was she doing? Didn’t she know, didn’t she realize that her child was no longer hers? What was she stupid? Then reality hit me hard, maybe it was that she didn’t care anymore.
Then my mind wandered to my kids and husband. Where were they? Were they alright? Alive?
~9-8-08
1:15A.M.
STUCK IN VEGAS, ALONE
This is me, Stacy, alive and untouched……so far