All Blog Posts Tagged 'hope' (12)

Now i lay me down to sleep,

i pray the Lord my soul to reap.

That i should die before i wake,

I pray, dear God, my soul soon take.

But if i turn to midnight snack,

i pray for strength to long fight back;

to not become an undead drone

and ever make the wretched moan.

So if i shan't find rest this night,

I pray for strength in endless fight.

But if I'm torn limb from limb,

I take peace in joining…

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     The camera was one of the only things I had left. A little piece of my old life. I couldn't develop the pictures on the 35mm film--I didn't have the time or the resources, much less the knowledge. I remember sending out the film in little envelopes with my name and address at the local Wal-Mart. It would get sent of to a place that didn't exist anymore, where they would create tangible images that I had captured through the eyehole of my little blue Holga 35.

      Now, I just…

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I found my boyfriend today. We were seperated when we were attacked well looking for supplies. He was looking for food, and I found him. Luckily, I have a lot of supplies. We are gonna make it. I know it. If we try. If we make the best of everything. I just wish I knew where Hope is. I hate that my best friend might be one of those monsters. I'll never know.

        I can smell the incense and candle wax, and whatever else goes into that mix of scents that I smell every Sunday morning. My mind is reeling and my bloody knees are hurting while I try to remember the last line of the Lord's Prayer. ......"but deliver us from evil."....it's been so long.

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My story starts back in 07 just like most of yours....my friends and i were running a bootleg radio station from our house. This worked for us and became our hobby during the 06-07 year span. Then when the world started going to hell we really had something to talk about on our little radio show. So in a shameless way.. we enjoyed it, we were getting callers and more listeners than most local radio shows. So who would complain right?

Well when it finally hit our bootleg station in…

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What did I tell you. No sleep for me tonight. Again we are blessed with warm weather and clear skies. This always makes the Zed population bloom. I did start to sleep but it always ends the same. the night terrors. I refuse to call them dreams because NOTHING is ever nice. The one I just had is new, I have about 5 that keep coming back. This one, this one

 

Sorry kinda spaced for a second. I don't want to think about this

 

I think I saw sign of another group in…

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I woke up.... again.

I wish Iwould stop doing that, I wish to stay asleep forever so i wouldn't have to deal with...well, what the world has become now, a gaseous ball of shit that reeks of decay and lost hope. I want all of this to stop already, I know... i know i wished for the day to come every time i closed my eyes and sure i was elated that it had finally arrived but then i realized that the more this went on, the more i came face to bloody face with the conclusion that this is not… Continue

People don't see me for who I am. And I don't blame them. I am not the hero everyone depicts me as. I never said I was. But if I told them I wasn't, they would be devastated. So I let them caper in their false hope. Though, false hope is still hope after all. They see me as their savior. As their messiah. I am a false hero. I should be one of those maggot ridden corpses. I did not ask for this, nor did I want it. Every man has…

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Found out who stripped the army guys. Poor bastards. On the one hand I got a Berreta M92F and a MP5k. Damn nice find. Although there isn't much spare ammo for them its still nice to have a few extra guns. I managed to find about six more shotgun shells which means that I should be okay for another week or so. One of the bags of potato chips was moldy, so that was a waste of my time. At least I managed to kill four zombies today which brings me back up to my average. If you're still alive out… Continue

Went into town for resupply today. You'd think I'd be used to the smell

by now, but I ain't. Got bit, doesn't matter. I think I am immune to the

virus. Got canned crap. Mostly carrots, beats, and dog food. I got two

bags of stale potato chips which is a really nice find. If you add

enough salt they almost taste like what they used to. I killed eight

zombies today which puts me down to seven .357 magnum rounds and only a

couple 20 gauge shotgun shells. Found a bunch… Continue

...but I'm going to try anyway. I've been up here on the SC building of my college for days. There was this explosion and...eer..you should know from the About Me section. I found this site a couple of days ago while I was on myspace....yeah, I know you're thinking who the hell surfs myspace when there's a zombie outbreak? Well I wasn't just surfing the net. I've been sending emails to all my friends and family. Its been four days and I haven't gotten any answers. I There had to be a… Continue