Josh smith's Blog – February 2010 Archive (1)

I’m not sure how much longer I can stand this. Every day it’s the same thing day in and day out, funny thing is I used to bitch about my life before all this how it was the same thing every day. God what I wouldn’t give

to go back to that life. Now this is my life killing everyday just to stay

alive. Every one used to talk about how the world would get back to normal

eventually. Like that’s ever going to happen. I used to be hopeful like that,

but who…