Day Twenty-Two As An Online Zombie

I don't see how anything couldn't've gotten better in the week I haven't posted, but life has managed to fuck me over again, and again, and again. First of all, my boyfriend broke up with me three days ago, and because of family problems. We are getting back together, but that's not the point. The point is that I can't live WITHOUT him. Second of all, I got a sunburn today, and it's very painful. I can't sleep with clothes on because it hurts so bad when the clothing rubs up against my skin. And third of all the things that made me feel like shit this past week, he was at the pool, and everytime I'd walk past him, he'd smile. I'm not saying the smile was bad, I'm saying that the pain it brought because of remembering past memories was bad. It's very painful when you can't have the person you love. Oh, and Krystal's at her dad's all weekend, so the weekend's shit, too. I have to see my dreadful Aunt Amy tomorrow, and that very horrid son of her's. He's very mean to me and I hate his guts. She's just up-tight and... controlling. I feel bad for my Uncle Ed. He's the best, and he stuck with a bunch of weird, over-berring psychos. I'm not saying that they're worse than me because they are nowhere close to being as paranoid and crazy as me, or anyone in my immediate family. Thank you very much.

Ughhhh,
SaraMonster
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