Fight Amongst the Crew

I had a fight with one of the members of our group. She thinks she's the leader, but she's not. She calls me lazy and says that I'm screwing up her life. Does she not realize that I'm saving her god damn life? She's one of the members in my group that has absolutely no idea what she's doing and why she's here. She's just lucky we stumbled upon her during one of our raids. How she survived this long I don't know. She just locked herself up in her closet and sobbed. Yeah... that'll keep you alive. She's so damn lucky we found her. But tonight, I almost threw her out to face the zombies by herself... I wasn't even going to give her a weapon. I decided against being a brutal bitch and gave her a butter knife and shoved her outside. She began screaming instantly, that's when I yanked the dumb whore back in. She was going to alert the damn zombies. So I'm stuck with her for a while... until the next fight. Hopefully we get attacked by zombies soon. I know how to escape them and survive. She doesn't... and I won't help her this time.
I take pity on people and I will allow you to take refuge in my house, but I have specific people in my group that serve as strong members. If you act idiotic or threaten our safety, I will terminate you. If we do not have enough food, water, or other supplies to take you in, I will give you enough to get you going, but you must understand, in such desperate times, I cannot house too many people. Understand that I am not a terrible person... I only do what I must to survive.
I may not be able to record my daily events for the next few days because we have to shut down the generator. It needs to be repaired. Power has been flickering on and off and I don't want it to bust completely on us.
I may be able to come on for limited time though. So if you find a post from me, it won't be a surprise.
Signing off. 10:22pm. May 20, 2009.