limbs, skin, and friends.

i am currently listening to Bon Jovi - "I'll be there for you", which is completely apropos for the past few days.

so, ok, ill give you the "bri this can't be real feelings considering you are living in such drastic, deadly times. It must be desperation, loneliness, etc..."
but i dont care.

This morning Wade, or more correctly Phillip, gave me a letter from Wade all the way from Forestburg, Tx near Denton. more than just friends, this experience has changed. serious things. i think.

if tomorrow we woke up and everyone was alive and no one walked around dead..i dunno but for now. now?, it's an alive, stable feeling. an escape maybe.
and other news, relocation.

update soon.