Notes

Notes from Northern Borneo

I think it's really unecessary

but, anyway - here's a short story of mine for you all my beloved friends:

I'm not an angel, I'm not a guesser

I'm not a shaman nor a sorcerer...

I'm a victim, a survival, a homeless nomad just like most of you

lived for these uncertain days !

A stranger in a strangeland... A deadland ... With too many undeadmen ...

It still the middle of 2014 I guess; four months after the tragic deadly super rabies-flu virus outbreak !

Maybe I never want to wake up again, it was a horrible red christmas morning with all the bloodbath, bleeding red - inside our home ... on our bed !

I wish that it's all just a fake sick joke, made by some inappropriate childish adults in the neighborhood !

But, it is true and really happening right here, right now, too much, too awful to watch and too scary to be our average nightmare...  Stumbled outside weary - from my rabbit hole, looking for a good sign of a chance to survival, new escaping plan might just popped out - revealed and great ideas must not be wasting away without any preparations, throwing away your sill stubborness, high-pride, even your stupid useless backpack if you think it'll slows you down !

Are we still waiting for this world to change ?  Well, sorry to disappointing you my friend...

All hope is gone and all our dreams were buried too deeper - six feet underground...

No more peace and I Love You's...

No more unity and indifferences ...

Everything is all pale-greenish and gray now; hiding somewhere, surviving anywhere because the undead are everywhere !

It's an un-alternative of benevolence, cautiousness in comparisons, conjugality for hope and amativeness, darken days for inhabitiveness...

I wish we could leave all the rest and hope for the best !

Just for the reminder to anyone out there whose fortunately, reading this message and to whom it may concern...

Ignorance is bliss - don't let it burn, don't let it fades...

Please, wake me up when all is calm.

When the worst parts might shall pass, in the meantime.  Amen !

Tawau, January 15th 2011