the end is really here

last night after we cleaned the house i started to think...what if the world is at its end? what are we gonna do? everything that we have learned to use is usless...cell phones,cable tv,computers,even the why we see servival..the dead are not really the monsters we make them out to be, yes they will eat you alive,but only if you let them.most of the day ill be out side re-killing or saving someone..my kids really dont say much these days, the only good that came out of this is nothing...as i look over at my husband bording up the hpuse i think to myself,what a prison we make for ourselves.so is this what hell is?are we in hell?what did we do the be put here?i use my phone to call randome people,sometimes they say there ok and some say nothing just screaming and yelling and then silence. how much longer do we have before we are the ones fighting to stay alive?merry christmas.




p.s

we are thinking of lleaving the house for food
and water, maybe find some people to help out
around here..and even find some christmas gifts.