You would think that the worst part about all of this would be the zombies. But no...I don't really mind them...they're just a little annoying. At least they make good target practice. No...the worst part is the lonliness...wanting the company of the people I once knew...the ones I already KNOW are dead. Even the ones I ended before they could end me. Laying awake at night...listening to THEM outside. Wishing for those moans to be words. The voices of my family and friends calling my name. But I know that won't happen...
Maybe...the easiest way to end the lonliness...is to just accept what I already know is coming...I mean...food and ammunition will only last so long...but if I were already dead...maybe I wouldn't be lonely anymore.