when will this end?

There is almost nothing left now. We have been living in this water place for many months there is only three 24 packs of water left. We stopped bathing and cooking with water about 27 suns ago. After the initial curiosity we settled in and couldn't take our minds off of the people that have died and the way things used to be. We found a radio and transmitter in the plant and set up a continuos sos message. we had I hopes at first but it soon became apparent that any one who could answer didn't care or was dead because there was never any response...

I have had a sensual relationship with bolth of the women and I think kyle liked celeste, but I don't think t]any one feels that way any more after about a 30 suns all of are previous  lines and boundaries were abandoned when we all realized they don't matter, that they never mattered.  We were closer then any family could hope to be, we all slept together for warmth and fear of dying alone...

it has been about two months since the zombies started to just... re-die... what ever was driving them wasn't as much anymore or stoped maintaining those death bags because they really started dieing and decomposing... we are to afraid to go out side untill we need food again which will be very soon...

I think that if we can outlast the zombies for another month (we will need more water and food) then it will be safe enough to start traveling. I don't know were we are anymore...

why did this happen? why is this happening?