why are you crying?

I woke up just like any other day, got out of bed, put on morning wear, brushed my teeth, combed my hair and began my day.  I usually begin my day with  a hearty break-fast and some push us and high jumps then I went to labor. Today I began my day with a special break-fast of grain-meal and honey with some morning cakes and blue berries and some squeezed orange juice. My baby girl walked in and I said " your up early" as  I got up and prepared her a plate of break-fast. "I went pee" she mumbled in the cute learning-how-to-talk kind of way. "oh did you, sounds exciting" I kid as I finish my orange juice.  She giggles then says "you ur werd daddy, going poddy is not exciting." "Well why not," I say in an innocent surprised  voice as I begin my push ups. " because u always tell me to focus and  its serious bisnas",she says.  " Well thats just until u are an expert at going potty",  I banter as I move unto my high jumps.  "once I finish my tenth high jump I stop and kiss rosy on the top of her head then go to take a shower get dressed and go to labor...

19 years ago a disease started rampaging through the world that cause organ failure death and then reanimation of the frontal cortex,brain stem and nervous system in a decaying symbiotic level it took over its host and spreads the virus through fluid contact, think of the black plague that fights back.  84% of the worlds population had either been killed on first night,infected or through some other affliction over the next several years. in the time of four any one who couldn't cope died,or turned and killed more. Then one day the savior decided to be merciful and those who had been infected began to die off-decompose-they just started falling apart, it took three years for the last of those infected to die off.

 15 years ago there was no more down hill spiral currently the world government has population at 78,005,943 and we have all been moved to Asia somewhere east of china for fertile land and minimal technology road blocks.  every day the men and women who could work  went to work basically building  a castle with agriculture and farming as its main focus at-least thats what it will be for when its finished, but for now its just for builders, carpenters, laborers, and masons.

I am a laborer because I have no career skills since I was a kid on first night. The night my farther gave me a rifle and told me to live... the night when I met spencer . . . the night when I learned what true friendship was.  On first night I told my father a lie but then it came true.  I had joined a group of motley scared disorganized normal people that wanted to live.  Now many years later after what was left of the governments came to-gather and hashed out a new global constitution. Since money had absolutely no meaning any more and all previous countries and borders were pointless, three city state were started one in asia one in europe one in mid america.

These three city states had their own independent focuses that we shared with each other by boat and caravan.   Asia was agriculture and environment,  Europe was science and technology, and america was military and defense. In each city state they have recorded roughly 25,000,950 people living there only about a third of the population of each is useful for its intended purpose the others are laborers like me and my best friend joe.

 About 17 years ago I was living at a factory place that had lots of water and i lived there for a long time when the water ran out we all left using a van we hadnt touched for a long time spencer was worried but it worked and we left.  when we got to a gastation there was a lot of rotting stuff and some of it was human, but we found water and food which i didnt remember how to eat but spencer showed us.

 I remember crying because i didnt understand how there can be metal container when we had been eating from the forest. spencer asked why I was crying and i said I dont understnad and I think he didn't either but then I stopped crying.  spencer told us not to eat to fast so we didnt but it was the most food I ate in weeks. it was good.  for many years we traveled around eating what we could find .  the planes started showing up. the first time we saw it I thought i was a monster  but spencer said it was a plane and it was reconing the area.  I didnt know what recon meant so ai thought it weant looking for a place to land so I was scarred it wanted to land on us.

But then it flew over us and we eventually saw more and more and more until a year after me and celeste had are child and she died they picked us up and we were taken here. Before celeste spencer had died and tootie had killed herself so it was just me rosy, cynthia and joe(my best friend) a guy. We came across that we let come with us.  Now we are hear and we wont die.